Life

My life and the lives around me keep happening,
Faster and faster it seems.
Every single day I get lost in the details;
Details of what's happening now.
Details of what happened in the past.
Details of how the future may turn out.

I wouldn't give anything for what I have in my life.
My friends,
Family,
Interests.
I am able to be myself and never be embarrassed
Or ashamed.
I have affection,
Something that may grow.

I have positive energies filling my being.
Music.
Other arts.
And I know I am going to do what I love in my life.
I refuse to settle.
Some people may view it as being reckless right now,
But I am going to try things,
See what I like
And make that a huge part of my life.
I will be happy.

Maybe they'll see one day,
Once I'm modeling and more established.
Maybe one day they'll get it;
Why I can't fit into the normal box they all squeeze into.
Maybe they won't though...
And maybe I'll like making them all wonder.