Genuine

I'm happy.
Simple, genuine happiness.
I smile and it doesn't feel forced.
Smiles come more naturally now,
Especially when I'm with him.

He never forces anything,
Which shows me he respects me.
I get the feeling he's real.
Really real.
And what we feel is real,
Even if just for now.

I'm not worried about the future.
If something is meant to be
It will be.
If life pulls us different directions,
We will be fine.

Not that I won't miss him.
He's an amazing person,
He treats me better than anyone has
In quite a long time,
And I have major feelings for the boy.
I will miss him.

But things will be okay.
We're honest and open with each other,
And things will be fine
As long as we keep level heads.

Note to self:
Keep a level head.
Don't react emotionally to things
That may be going on in your head.

He makes me feel good,
He doesn't play games,
He talks to me about what is going on
In his head about us.
What more could a girl hope for?

And I'm happy.
Genuinely happy.

Life,
Please stay this way for at least another month.
Love,
Camille