Mending.

How long does it really take to mend a broken heart? I guess I've been through this before... It took me over a year to let go of Dom and Quinton, and I still haven't truly 100% let go of Cody. I guess it shouldn't surprise me at all. My heart on my sleeve, out ready for the taking. But it has caught me completely off guard. I feel like, like I'm just trying to figure out who I'm supposed to be after all of this. Travis has left a mark on me, changed me forever, changed the paths I'll take and the options I'll pick for the rest of my life. But I'm still the same old Camille I was before him, and in the beginning. Happy, relatively carefree, occasionally a sunshine person. He made me feel like I need to toughen my heart, but I bet I'll melt back into the good, old fashioned, happy, sappy Camille. One of these days maybe someone will sweep me off my feet, and actually be there to catch me as I go stumbling to the ground. Maybe.