"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - Bob Marley

I'm doing okay today. Still stricken with sadness in realizing someone who I loved so much fights feeling anything, but I'm doing okay. I hope he starts to feel... It's not healthy to repress everything. I wish I could help him, but I know I can't. I know he would never let me try anymore. I know he thinks he has it all figured out, that no one knows how he's hurting. But he is.
Life goes on.
I'm getting over it, more and more every day.